Jessica Backhaus – Blue Magic

Jessica Backhaus – Blue Magic

Jessica Backhaus – Blue Magic

Jessica Backhaus is one of the most famous contemporary German photographers. Her work focuses on simple everyday things and unvisible situations, which are documented and staged in colorful photographs. Jessica is one of the most inspiring and sparkling personalities I’ve ever met. We spoke about her oeuvre, recent publications and the magic of the colour Blue.

 

Photo by Ilaria Turba

 

Jessica, you are one of the most renowned contemporary German photographers. And or much more exactly because of the fact you are so down-to-earth. How, when and why happened to become a photographer?

As for many other artists, it began quite early. I grew up with parents who work in the Arts – my mother is an actress and my father is a theatre director. It was an unconventional and colourful childhood with a lot of freedom. I believe the spark that got me interested in photography was founded in the theater. Later on I had found inspiration in the film and movie archive that the partner of my mother was managing in Berlin. When I was 16, I realized that I had developed a passion for the visual world. Another key moment was decisive. At the time, when I lived in Paris, I had the chance to work with David LaChapelle. After these days of assisting him, I realized that I wanted to learn more. David was the one who suggested to me to leave Paris and to move to New York to work as an assistant. Somewhere in between all of it, my love for photography was born.

Why? I simply love the freedom that comes with it. Photography also paints new horizons and enables me to discover new worlds. I take pictures, among other things, because this medium offers me a field where I can express various emotions. This immersion into other worlds, to loose and find oneself, to follow uncertain paths, to dare, to attempt and to learn to see are some elements that are at the base for my longing to photograph.

 

Tomorrow

 

You have been living for many years in NYC and Paris. Tell us more about your life there. How did it influence your work?

Being a student in Paris was indeed a wonderful adventure. I have always enjoyed being surrounded by different cultures and being able to live in foreign countries where you have the possibility to enlargen your horizon.

In regards to New York I would like to quote Elisabeth Biondi who wrote one of the texts for my book Once, still and forever.:

“Jessica left Germany when she was sixteen to study photography in Paris. There she met Gisèle Freund who became her friend and a life-long influence on her work. New York was her next destination, which she explored for fourteen years. Freund had instilled in her the necessity to learn the craft of photography in order to be free creatively.

Photography was ever present in New York in the 80s and the 90s-in the galleries, in the museums and in the street. Photography thrived and color photography dominated. She looked and absorbed all with intense curiosity and gradually developed her own way of seeing. By the time she left, America had put a stamp on her vision.”

 

New horizon

 

Gisèle Freund was a very close friend to you. How did she influence your life and work?

The relationship I had with Gisèle Freund was very precious to me. It was a beautiful and inspirational friendship in many ways.

She was 84 when I met her in 1992. We did many things together – we went to see exhibitions and movies, I introduced her to my friends, and mainly we had long talks and discussions where we exchanged our ideas and opinions on various subject matters. Our friendship was one of the most beautiful gifts I’ve gotten in my life. Even though we had such a huge age difference, there was a deep understanding, connection and love. She not only influenced and encouraged me within my work but also in my life. I admired her courage. Another thing I learned from her was to have the courage to live your life in an independent way and to follow your own convictions without too many compromises. In 2008, I created a book for her, One day in November, published by Kehrer.

 

You will see

 

Blue is „your“ colour. What does it mean to you?

I simply love Blue and I can’t live without that color. Actually any kind of shade of blue and turquoise are vital in my life. Blue and turquoise are for me colors that reflect freedom, eternity and endless possibilities.

 

Ein Augenblick

 

Six Degrees of Freedom seems to highlight a tension between my ‘young and fearless’ versus ‘older and wiser’ self. It seems that your images reminisce the excitement of childlike, forgivable rebellion. How important is the notion of rebellion and ‘revisiting our roots’ in your work?

Six degrees of freedom was partly inspired by my own biography and my desire to find out more about my origin. There is no specific message, the project holds various themes together like memory, yearning, identity, traces and destiny. During the years of making this project I visited some places from my childhood and youth. With my photographs I tried symbolically to capture the essence of this search and of the different life stages. Nevertheless I want the photographs to be open for individual interpretations. I believe photographs can play a vital and important role in constructing elements of one’s identity and history.

 

Beyond 2

 

This series as well as your art work in general is said to have been based on your own life story. Could you tell us a little more about this?

My life and my work are very closely linked. Our experiences and our emotions are essential in our reflections. I think my work is very intuitive, it goes along with my own emotions and feelings. You express yourself because there is not another way you can do it. In order to create you also have to allow for a certain vulnerability and openness. I believe this open field of the unknown gives my work some lyrical and poetic elements. It’s about the little things and details which I think tell a lot about a bigger picture. You can sometimes read so much more in between the lines.

 

Beyond 7

 

Your new project, a trilogy consists of three photo series „Beyond Blue“, „New Horizon“ and „Letting go“. Tell us more about the idea behind. Why is the trilogy so important for your artistic development?

A new project is always a mysterious adventure. The challenge is to develop new work and to move forward while staying authentic within your artistic expression.

Here are some thoughts about the three different series:

Beyond Blue

This series is about silence and feeling the void. I have always been fascinated by the void. I believe if you allow for a certain emptiness many things can happen. Sometimes in a state of feeling empty you can be quiet, recharge, see things in a different way/light, hear the silence and it allows for opening new doors. I also find it intriguing to concentrate on three elements: a piece of string, color and light. To find a radical reducement within my work.

Shifting Clouds

This series is about the process of changing and the place in between. “A passage through an open doorway. A gateway to what lies beyond. The threshold of thought. The expansion of perception. The energy within the void. On the verge of becoming. The power of beginnings.” (TRA – an exhibition by Axel Vervoordt.)

New Horizon

This series is about new beginnings and letting go. It is similar to a path with endless possibilities where one follows their own intuitions. Eventually it is about taking chances, finding the courage of going new ways and exploring the unknown. The different layers in this new work are playing with our perception between the concrete and the abstract, the surface and the depth.

 

Beyond 15

 

There is a publication dedicated to every photoseries. Do you have a favourite photo series and why?

The published book is for me the best form of accomplishment when I work on a long term series. It tells the whole story and not only fragments. I always concentrate first on the book and then on the exhibition.

Otherwise it is difficult to pin down one favourite series. But if I would choose one at this moment, I believe it is my Trilogy. Because I took risks, explored unknown grounds, experimented with new elements and enjoyed the liberty that I felt while working on it.

 

Painting a story

 

Is there a stillife you’ve already created in your mind but its not „materialized“ yet in the visual reality?

No. Most of the time I never know in advance where my work will take me. It evolves while I am working on it. There is always room for chance, mistakes and surprises.

 

Beyond 17

 

A photograph which you could never get separated from?

It is a beautiful print by Martin Munkácsi, “Boys running into the surf at Lake Tanganyika, ca.1930” that Gisèle has given me.

 

Here

 

You are dealing with the topic of mindfulness. What does it mean to you? Is mindfulness something you create through your work?

Mindfulness is a word with lots of meaning. I believe it is a particular way you choose how to live your life. And the key is to integrate mindfulness in your daily life in all the various situations you find yourself in. I do hope that my work initiates an open mind and shows a different perspective on things.

 

Blue note

 

Can you share any inspiration for upcoming projects or work in progress?

Life inspires me. Our emotions, our feelings as well as various Art forms like Painting, Film and Music. At the moment I am not sure what journey I will take to create new work. I have started work on various new series. With time we will see where the wind blows.

 

Ilaria

 

All photographs: courtesy by the Artist
 
new book A TRILOGY BY JESSICA BACKHAUS, published and available by Kehrer Verlag, Germany
 
ANIMAL FRIENDS

ANIMAL FRIENDS

ANIMAL FRIENDS

A UNIQUE PRINTED JACKET WITH YOUR PERSONAL PET IS A THOUSAND TIMES MORE VALUABLE THAN THE FUR OF AN UNKNOWN ANIMAL THAT MUST DIE FOR YOUR VANITY.

This fashion collection was born out of a very personal circumstance – Paulina has finally adopted a dog. It is a declaration of love to the beautiful puppy girl Bella, who has already been accompanying Paulina for half a year. The silver Labrador (no, not a Weimaraner!) is a real eye-catcher: not only in real life, but also on this bomber jacket. Especially when you have this dog on a leash and you and your partner walk in a twins look. You can not be overlooked!

We have created a personalized pet collection, because we have been looking for an individual, innovative, cool product that should not be striking. Your four-legged friend is your faithful companion every day, and it will always remain by your side (unlike some partners). You can also order an individual bomber jacket with your favorite kitty, your goldfish, hamster or horse.

In order to be able to realize this challenging, time-consuming and costly project, we rely on the valuable collaboration with animal rights gropus, veterinarian practices, dog trainees and dog supplies. We are pleased to design your handpicked, tailor-made pet garment according to your wishes. The production takes place in Germany. What we need from you is only a high-resolution photo of your pet. Everything else (fabric, size, colors, motive display etc.) we will clarify with you in a personal conversation. We are looking forward to your inquiry by email: hello@paulinasfriends.com

P.S. There is a single requirement – the jacket remains unique, just like your favorite pet! Thanks to the great Swiss photographer Nora dal Cero for these fantastic shots with Bella, Paulina & Marcel. Nora can photograph your favorite animal if you do not have a suitable high-resolution photo.

BEYOND GENDER

BEYOND GENDER

BEYOND GENDER

Beyond Gender

PLAY OF BEING

Concept: Paulina Tsvetanova

Photos: Antonio Castello

Make-Up: Benedikta Ársælsdóttir

Androgynous, unisex, transgender – all of this is totally hyped. Trans-aesthetics are very popular and have already penetrated many societies. Transgender celebrities, models, performance artists are now available. Is it just another trend? Is identity depending on gender or sexual orientation? Does fashion change one’s own gender perception? Don’t we let us define too much about gender? Does fashion help us discover our true selves?Does our personal identity have anything to do with gender and sexuality?

This photo series are the result of a photo shooting. The models have applied for an open call. It was originally aimed at transgender, intersexual, bisexual, homosexual, as well as heterosexual people, who live their identity independent of their gender and sexual orientation. These portraits show strong personalities beyond the sexes that were shaped by their authentic stories.

With this challenging project we want to provide a framework for the playful handling of gender stereotypes. Through the deliberate rapture from the classic-normative gender balance, we want to stir up and question our perception of the gender identities. The aim is not only to raise awareness for this taboo topic and promote the social acceptance and equality of people who live between the sexes. Furthermore its about celebration of beauty and identity beyond mental barriers, fears and reservations, and finally also beyond gender definitions.

There are as many gender as there are people. Your own gender range is free, like our lifestyle. We can create and rediscover our personal gender identity every day. For instance through fashion: Fashion transformes, liberates unfoldes. Fashion exists independently of gender identities. Its all about the human being behind it.

In addition to the project Beyond Gender there will be a photo exhibition taking place 12.10. – 6.11.2017 in the Concept Gallery PAULINA’S FRIENDS. Opening on Thursday, October 12, 6 pm – 9 pm.

In addition, a print catalog with personal statements of the portrayed people, has been published.

Many thanks also to Gabi Becker for the documentary of the making of “Beyond Gender”:

 

And here a selection of the portraits (both fotoprints, as well as photos in the catalog are different!)

 

That a man has to be masculine in order to be a true man, and an attractive woman feminine – that is soooo old-fashioned! What do these qualities mean? They are the epitome of the male and female par excellence. The assignment is easy: purposeful and enforceable versus sensuous and sensual? All right? It is high time to draw these drawers up and thoroughly through. We all have everything in us. In our own unique form. Combined with our feelings, the spectrum of human characteristics is almost endless. The challenge is to step out of the rigid social conceptions and find out for yourself who and what I am. So, where did I record ideas about my husband or wife being not fit for me? How can I live only what I really am? The concept of the universe is based on expansion and resolution. Even if we have forgotten it, but we are part of it. I am sure whatever has created us wanted to express as varied and inexhaustible a spectrum as possible, indeed, with all kinds of sexual orientation. When we play with fabrics and fashion, we express ourselves – unconsciously, thus gaining access to our true being. BEYOND GENDER plays exactly with this idea. The joy of being, regardless of gender and sexual orientation. Many people today believe that there is no such thing as “male” and “female” qualities. You can even study gender studies. From a spiritual point of view, a soul is sexless, and a healthy person has made both poles self-aligned and balanced – a woman so strong and a man also devoted. To what extent is the game with the polarity really only a game and to what extent the expression of our essential being?

Gabi Becker, moderator, journalistin, artist

THE LAST SUPPER – a theatrical staging 
Sensation

Sensation

Sensation

Concept & Art Direction: Paulina Tsvetanova

Photos: Ralph Lagoi

Location: room capacity

Fashion & Accessoires from the sortiment of PAULINA’S FRIENDS

In a world full of unnecessary sensory overload, many of us crave silence, emptiness and arrival. The minimalism in all of its expressions and perversions is ever-present—this is a symptom of the overwhelmed affluent society, that knows everything, wants everything and can do everything. We try to flee into the void, and from ourselves. We stuff ourselves with addictive substances, to escape the insanity of the world. We do yoga and practice mindfulness, to maintain the illusion that we are in control of the situation – of our bodies, our souls and our minds. Excessive, longing, desperate. We are looking for something that doesn’t exist, or, in better words, exists, but has to be seen/ heard/ tasted/ felt in a novel way.

There are other ways to get in contact with or relieve yourself from yourself, for example through staging an entity-circus. Celebrating the abundance of our society and mental opportunities. The world is magnificent and it is life-affirming and delightful to break out of the conventional daily grind and experience a fairytale-like way of being. But how?

In this psychedelic photo series, we simulate the discovery of a new dimension in the everyday life. An ephemeral futuristic trip to a dreamworld destination, in which chaos and harmony join up with each other. A magic potion of hidden realisation behind the visible reality. Seeing something that doesn’t exist. A new, very special view on reality. And yes, absurdly there were no consciousness-expanding substances involved, just pure joy of experimentation and obsession with life.

Synaesthesia as a form of visual reality through artistic symbiosis. What even is that? Synaesthesia is an exceptional state, a phenomenon of melded sensory perceptions of things, that don’t exist: seeing sounds, tasting colours, smelling letters. One stimulus triggers another one and our hidden sensors are being stimulated. In this photo series, capture this exact interaction of colours, shapes, sounds, textures, materialities and contrasts.

We want to put you into a sensual frenzy. Suffuse and bathe you in a gorgeous wold of colourful haze, full of fireworks, lightnings, beautiful cue states and reflections. Old structures are being dissolved, filters are breaking apart. Everything is connected in the hyper-connective brain of an synaesthete, in the delusional world of the mentally ill, in the imagination of crazed artists. But, can one experience this alchemy as a ‘normal’ person? What even is ‘normal’?

We don’t have to hallucinate to make those kinds of irritating experiences. No, we don’t have to be on drugs and we don’t have to be hypnotised. An open mind leaves room for the complexity of reality and experiences enriching, unforgettable visual conditions. We obtain a different view on our environment, and our emotions and mindsets are transforming automatically. Does this mean that our way of living will be more efficient, more sustainable? Or are we going to be even more overwhelmed with everything?

Everyone should experience those kinds of artistic excesses. We are celebrating the special things, that are often invisible to the naked eye. But it is generally known, that one can only see/taste/feel well with the heart anyway.

A PRINT CATALOG WITH THESE AND MORE IMAGES IS ALREADY PUBLISHED 

Haute Presents: the art of setting the stage

Haute Presents: the art of setting the stage

Haute Presents: the art of setting the stage

Interview: Paulina Tsvetanova

Maxine Noth is the founder and managing director of Haute Presents, the couture of the art experience. This summer and autumn, Paulina’s Friends will host two exhibitions with Haute Presents artists Ildikó Buckley and Brandt Parker. We spoke with Maxine about her innovative concept.

Dear Maxine, how did it come to Haute Presents? Tell us the story behind.

I moved to Berlin immediately after I had finished my Masters in History of Art back in London where I am originally from. I came with the wish to create a more immersive way of engaging with art that breaks down the boundaries of the traditional white cube aesthetic. Throughout the course of my studies, I was met with statements such as ‘I don’t understand art’ then people would shut down, which I found to be a depressing sentiment. I don’t personally think art exists to be understood, it is to be enjoyed or provide relief in some way, so my grand idea was to inject some fun into the world of art through different media that would entice a larger and more mixed audience. It was important to me to provide a platform for emerging artists. It’s hard to get a foot in without personal connections in the industry and a lot of talent is dismissed as a result. Every Michelangelo, Picasso & Warhol were unknown emerging artists at some point. It excites me to back the potential for the unknown to become known.

What is your USP?

The heart and soul of Haute Presents is getting art out to people who are intimidated by the traditional white cube aesthetic. Everything we do is completely tailor-made to each event, making each one unique and very personal as we work directly with the artists and artisans. The element of fun is crucial to Haute Presents, offering a opulent yet warm environment where everyone is welcome.

You are all in one – art historian, curator, event manager, art consultant, performer. What about your education?

I’ve always loved art. Some of my earliest memories are trailing around museums with my mother. I was always drawn to modern art, particularly pop art. I had terrible eyesight growing up yet refused to wear my glasses so, in hindsight these wonderfully bright pieces were probably all I could see! It was in my teens that I fell in love with the subject history of art. It gives us an insight to the world around us through creativity. Essentially, a key-hole into life through pictures!

I went onto University College London where I completed my BA and MA. I’ve been blessed with incredible teachers who I think make all the difference. I credit a lot to them. Education is key and unfortunately has to still be fought for. Education doesn’t stop at exams or degrees, nor should that be the sole focus. One should be inspired by and actively learn from the world around us.

What do you give your passion and enthusiasm most for?

It’s telling a story and opening up new dialogues to expand the parameters of art. If I have intrigued one person who would not normally have been interested or would normally be intimidated by an art event, it gives me huge pride and satisfaction. Kids actually have the best insight. They have a raw honesty and wide eyed earnestness that is infectious as well as humorous.

Your criteria for selecting your artists, designers, artisans?

Haute Presents is multidisciplinary, so there is a wide range, though I tend to lean towards the kitsch, the colourful and the macabre. Photography, performance and paintings being my favourite mediums.

My first ever event was an open call on Craigslist where I met several artists who I continue to work with. Through word-of-mouth, the event snowballed and Haute Presents was born. Art fairs are another favourite place to discover emerging talent and of course social media. Instagram is my personal favourite as it is an ever expanding open catalogue and community of creativity.

It’s only now, 3 years on, that I’ve been working with individual artists more closely rather than group shows. Brandt Parker with our wearable art collection and Ildikó Buckley and her archival analogue photography piece ‘#1872Photographsof 2015,’ are examples of these and both which will be showcased at Paulina’s Friends.

In your online boutique you promote not only contemporary art, but also „wearable“ art – jewelry, accessories, clothing, books. In your events the music, cuisine and costumes play a big role. Where is the border between art and real life?

Artistry is everywhere; from a beautifully composed canvas to a perfectly mixed drink.

The Bauhaus movement is very influential to my practice where the production itself Is art. I feel this attitude gives each of my events a high quality tailored theme.

Regarding ‘wearable art’ – I would also love to grow this aspect of Haute Presents working closely with independent designers in collaboration with my artists. I am seeking to break the boundaries of engaging with art and fashion is the other true passion of mine. Plus, what is more personal than being adorned in these very beautiful images?!

Maxine Noth & Brandt Parker

 

Why did you stop organising frequent exhibitions and having a permanent showroom?

I had a gallery space for two years in a wonderful location. It truly was a gift and there are so many incredible memories with that space; if walls could talk! We had fire shows, clowns, burlesque elves, a naughty Santa installation to a pop up doll stripper routine as well as more conventional shows that showed off a diverse range of contemporary talent. Owning a gallery was never the plan, it was an opportunity that arose that I couldn’t ignore. The essence of Haute Presents is to step outside the traditional way in which one perceives art and bring to it to those people who would not normally step into an art gallery. This is why I love Pop-ups, I love the Vernissage, the party, the spectacle.

Berlin is poor but sexy. What about London? You didn’t want to establish Haute Presents there?

London holds a dear place in my heart as I grew up and studied there. However, following my studies, I had no desire to continue staying there; I felt a pull towards Berlin which has now become my home. I love the raw beauty of Berlin where the creativity is tangible, it has a way of connecting people and making projects coming into fruition in the most hilarious and odd circumstances. I met one of my clients, Julianna Bass, a New York designer in a drag queen bar complaining about the lack of sequins in Berlin. This led to her making me a gold sequin tuxedo and we’ve been friends for three years now, collaborating ever since! How we met is something that only really seems to happen in Berlin. Peoples lives collide here in the most spectacular of ways.

Art and entertainment, how does it go together? Does art have to entertain nowadays?

Art doesn’t necessarily have to entertain and it very much depends on what you are showcasing or representing. The core of Haute Presents has been a celebration and with that comes a spectacle, a means to regale the guests past the white cube exterior.

What do you expect from a perfect tailor-made event?

There is never a perfect tailor-made event, I learnt that very early on! Putting on a show is definitely not a one-man effort. The run-up to a show is always met with hurdles. I always use the phrase (perhaps more for my sake) that the worse the dress rehearsal, the better the show! For a successful opening, my own recipe is: good art, great people, a fantastic look and a fully stocked bar with funk-tastic musical beats greeting guests with a smile.

Describe your customers…

I love my customers dearly. We have a huge range from young children who are always intrigued by the whimsy of it all. I have older clientele who at first were rather bemused but then jumped right on board as there is an old school decadence in how Haute Presents operates. My customers are often first time buyers who fall in love with what they purchase and continue to back the artists throughout the course of their careers.

Where do you see the future of the art and design scene in general? Trends, challenges, expectations, future prospects?….

Art and design has danced around each other and is forever intertwined. We held a book launch for New York Times Bestseller E.P. Cutler’s book Art +Fashion: Collaboration between the Icons’ which is a fascinating deconstruction of the relationship between these two worlds throughout the last 50 years. I can only see that relationship deepening and I am excited to see where that goes.

Another thing I see happening is the impact of technology in art. The use of iPads, virtual reality and augmented reality in art is extremely exciting. Adam Butcher’s digital portraits on an iPad through Skype are really pushing boundaries when it comes to exploring virtual interpersonal connections, encouraging us to question the physical relationship between artist, subject and viewer.

Do you have a vision, bigger than Haute Presents?

Berlin is my home and my base, but my vision is more global. Bringing the flair of Haute Presents to other locations throughout the world is the next step, but I see myself living and working under the guise of Haute Presents for a while as the brand continues to grow and thrive!

Dear Maxine, thank you so much for this interview!

Of course, it has been an absolute pleasure!

Dancing with the moon

Dancing with the moon

Interview: Paulina Tsvetanova

…and here is another interwoven and weird story around Paulina’s Friends. A lecturer from NYC, who I missed to meet for a minutes, when she came to the countryside of Brandenburg in order to see a show of one PAULINA’S FRIENDS artist.

One day later she decided to buy a bronze sculpture by Klaus Cenkier. Then, we met at her hotel in the downtown of Berlin for the first time. Victoria Phillips is a very special personality and that’s why I decided to make an interview with her.

 

Victoria Phillips

Victoria, you are a lecturer in history at Columbia University in NYC at the European Institute, specializing in cold war history, cultural diplomacy and international relations. Besides of this, you are an art lover and collector of contemporary art. Tell us something about your academic and personal background?

I began my professional career at the age of ten performing seventeenth and eighteenth-century dance. I was not promoted in modern dance classes with my friends because I was terribly plump, but this suited Wendy Hilton, my Baroque teacher. I travelled with her and a boy, my partner, and we did lecture demonstrations. I was proof positive that any child could be taught a minuet. From listening to her, I was fascinated by dance history, as well as the connection between dance, art, and architecture in the court of Louis XIV. But I was young. When I was sixteen, I saw the Martha Graham Dance Company. I do not remember anything except thinking, “I want to do that.” I didn’t realize it at the time, but I was clearly drawn to the Isamu Noguchi sculptures as well as Graham and her technique. It was the 1970s and I went to a very progressive school, no math tests, no spelling tests, no cursive training, so I was able to spend my mornings at the Graham School and go to school in the afternoons. I also became enraptured with the theater and played Gwendolyn Fairfax in The Importance of Being Earnest and Titania in Midsummer’s Night Dream, as well as other parts. It was an amazing time – I eventually got into company class and was sometimes taught by Graham herself in the mornings, and in the afternoons and evenings did school plays with the likes of Matthew Broderick and Kenny Lonnergan, both of whom have done quite well in Hollywood and on Broadway, to say the least! Then when I told my parents I would not go to college, it all ended. I learned the Graham repertory, danced with Anna Sokolow’s company in a TV show, and got an apprenticeship with Bertram Ross, while also performing Baroque dance, but in the end I was a very good waitress. I was twenty when Graham said to me, “My dear, you look like no one else. You are either a star or you’re nothing, and it will take me ten years to decide.” I did the math. I had injuries and was always hungry. And poor. And no husband on the horizon. So I quit and went to college. It was the most painful time of my life. I ended up getting a job at the Columbia Business School, and then got my M.B.A. and went to work for a hedge fund. Another very long story. Then I met my first husband. I became a full-time mom with three girls, and was also able to decorate the walls with art. I loved new artists, and bought a few pieces for us. It was just something I loved. Again, surely from my love of modernism in the dance and my understanding of the historical significance of dance and art. As my children grew up, I became quite concerned because their school did not teach cultural history – art, dance, music. When I complained, the headmistress suggested that I teach an elective in dance history. Well, I knew about Louis XIV, and I knew about Martha Graham, but I didn’t know what came in between! So I took a dance history survey class at Barnard with Lynn Garafola, and that was the start of a new career. I had no intention of becoming a historian. But again, I became deeply inspired by Lynn and her husband, Eric Foner. While I was working on my Ph.D. at Columbia, the archivist at the Library of Congress, Elizabeth Aldrich, contacted me to tell me that she had opened the Martha Graham collection to scholars. It had been closed because of a terrible series of lawsuits. I had worked at the Library on another project, and wrote her a thank-you note. She called me because she remembered me. I always tell my students this: “Write a thank you note.” Elizabeth has become one of my best friends, and my dissertation is dedicated to her and my mother, also a historian. I remembered Graham from my youth, and remembered – somehow – her divaesque declarations that she was not political. But then I looked at her papers, and there were State Department reports on her, telegrams cc’ing ambassadors and embassies, what was this? She seemed to be a political sophisticate! Ultimately I was able to show that she performed or toured for every president from Franklin D. Roosevelt in 1937 through George Bush I, when she died in 1989. And then I found a work by Iola and Dave Brubeck about the Cold War State Department tours: “When they sensed internal mayhem, they sent out Martha Graham/That’s what we call cultural exchange.” So I went to work, and suddenly there she was attached to modern art, architecture, diplomats, spies, the works. And soon the dissertation will become a book published with Oxford University Press. And all the while, I stayed interested in art. I have classical modernist works, as well as new works. I was particularly drawn to several female Chinese modernists. Pele Ritter and Wolfgang Widmoser have both painted murals on my walls. I adore them.

You just purchased a sculpture by Klaus Cenkier. What fascinated you about his art?

When I see something that I like, I am immediately just drawn to it. I know it in my heart. It is like seeing Graham at sixteen. I just know it.

How and where do you want to present his art piece der Mondsegel ?

My favorite place in the world is the beach in Amagansett where I wrote my dissertation and the best portions of my book. I can always tell the chapters that are written in New York City. They are not that good. So ‘der Mondsegel’ will go with me to Amagansett. It is perfect because it will be at sail next to the ocean. My first word as a child was not normal, not “Mama” or “DaDa.” It was “Moon-a.” I’ve always loved the moon. You can see the most beautiful moons in Amagansett. As soon as I saw the sculpture, I wanted to take it there.

Please tell us something about your couture fashion collection?

Oh, what a wonderful question! My mother’s mother will always be one of my favorite people in the world. My grandfather had a high rank in the Army after World War II, and they went to Europe. She loved art, and she loved couture. She had a good eye. She brought home Picasso, Kandinsky, Chagall, and Chanel. I still have her dresses; they are in mint condition. I will donate them to a museum at some point. I spent the last year of her life with her and we went shopping every day. She loved dressing me up, and I adored it. I remember when I couldn’t decide on whether to get a pair of shoes in black or blue, she looked at me and said, in her Southern accent, “Why, honey. When in doubt, do both.” Unfortunately, I learned this lesson too well! While I was married to my first husband, we went to benefits and parties, and out to dinner every Saturday night. I have closets full of clothes that I never wear as a professor. I rarely go out anymore, so the gowns are in storage. I cherish gowns and good clothes. They are pieces of art that you can wear. I adored Oscar de la Renta when he was alive; it was like art. Yet I didn’t care who made it as long as it took my breath away, for that instant. I have two Oscar dresses that are one-of-a-kind. I will donate them to a museum if they are wanted. For now, they are in cold storage, alongside the other pieces. As a professor and a writer, I wear Theory suits, plain shirts, perhaps a scarf – for the most part. When I’m not teaching or at meetings, I wear my pajamas or a jumpsuit. My husband gets upset because I walk the dog in my PJs through the afternoon sometimes. I am a bit of a PJ fixture on the Upper Westside and on the beach in Amagansett. I’m trying to be more disciplined.

What led you to Berlin? How do you like it?

Martha Graham, as usual, took me to Berlin. Even from the grave the woman seems to move me around the globe. She toured over 25 countries. I would never have visited Berlin, Budapest, Warsaw, Lebanon, Jerusalem, and so many other places if not for the research to find her legacy. She performed at the opening of Kongresshalle in the Teirgarten, 1957, now known as Haus der Kultuern der Welt. I came in search of information. There was very little that she saved, and I had a suspicion that there was more. Indeed there was; the U.S. government-sponsored performance was hidden because she did not do very well. But that is an entire book chapter! I fell in love with Berlin immediately. As a Cold War historian, I thought it was a wonderland. As someone interested in the contemporary art scene, it was revolutionary. It felt like New York in the 1970s: innovative, a bit gritty. It has changed in the past few years, but it retains its edge. I have made good friends in Berlin, and when I come back and see them it always feels like we have only missed a week – even when it has been years. My nanny was German – a creative follower of Rudolf Steiner – so when I hear the German language I find it completely soothing. It inspires creative power. I try to return to Berlin every year. My next book project is about Berlin and the career of Eleanor Lansing Dulles. She was known as “The Mother of Berlin” at one point in the early Cold War. Although her papers are in the United States for the most part, I hope to write some of the book in Berlin.

What does your private art collection include?

I have many different painters and muralists, and many women, but only one sculptor: Klaus Cenkier!

You wrote a book called „The dance of American diplomacy“, which integrates Marta Grahams State Department Tours in the DDR. How did you come to this topic?

The book is yet to be published – 2019 or 2020. The title has also changed. “Center Stage is Wherever I Am”: The Cold War State Department Tours of Martha Graham is the working title.

Is communism something that attracts you and why?

My M.A. thesis was about the influence of Moscow on the Communist Party of the United States of America (CPUSA) and its artists during the interwar period. I did an exhibit in France that was quite popular based on this research, and you can still buy the catalogue on Amazon. It is called Dance is a Weapon – my name was Victoria Geduld then. It was published by the Centre National de la Dance. I also co-curated an exhibit at the Library of Congress with Elizabeth Aldrich that uses the archives. I have two publications with American Communist History, and I sit on the editorial board now. Dan Leab, a leftist, who recently passed away, was the editor of ACH and we met at an event for the CPUSA archives. He became a mentor when he published me. I also met John Haynes, who is on the board of ACH and is on the right, although he started out on the left. He is also an amazing scholar and friend. I did an oral history with him published by ACH. It was a real honor. I deeply appreciate ACH because it respected all sides of the question as long as opinions are based on scholarship. I am consistently fascinated by communist theory, its roots, its idea of utopia. I also believe in the power of protest. I grew up in the 1960s in New York, and I remember looking out over Manhattan – we lived in a high rise – and seeing Harlem burning. A terrible glow. As I said, my school was completely progressive and some of my teachers were communists. I was brought up going to peace marches as a part of our social studies curriculum. I went to NOW meetings (National Organization of Women) before I was a teenager. The idea that people have basic rights to housing, healthcare, food, care in old-age and infirmity was just like breathing. It just was. The conception of a communist state was more conjecture and utopia-seeking. That was not a given. There was no idea of overthrow. Democracy was deeply respected. But so were human rights in a broad sense. We somehow believed that we could create a balance if we worked hard enough at finding solutions. Andrew Goodman went to my school – he was a freedom fighter in the South who was murdered. This was a palpable reminder of the consequences of protest and the bravery required if one is going to stand up for the rights of all men and women. When I discovered that seminal modern dancers in the early 1930s were members of the CPUSA, and that these political beliefs motivated their dance technique and choreography, which ultimately shaped American mainstream “a-political” modern dance during the Cold War, the finding was quite controversial. It was logical that the French were the first to publicize the idea! Even in 2006, the Cold War had not ended in the U.S. Initially, some of the children of the dancers did not want to admit that their parents were communists because of the legacy of McCarthyism, over fifty years later, after the Soviet Union had dissolved. Their parents had denied their affiliation to protect themselves and their children. In one case, it took an FBI file to convince the child. In other cases, the children were deeply committed to uncovering the legacy. One of the communist dancers was alive then, and she was thrilled that anyone was interested. We did a great series of interviews. Interestingly, no one in the U.S. wanted to pick up the French exhibit even though it was initially written in English. It was ready to go. But presenters wanted me to change the wording from “communist” to “leftist” to describe the dancers. I refused. It is a vital distinction. They exhibit was not sponsored. Indeed, when I have proposed to research the communist leanings of known ballet choreographers, I have consistently been turned down for funding in the U.S. Yet finally, the Library of Congress under Bush ended up acquiring the collection of the New Dance Group, initially a communist group, and we did the exhibit. It is online: https://www.loc.gov/exhibits/politics-and-dance/; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvToEeJW9C0.

In Berlin, Madeline Ritter and Tanzfonds interviewed me and Elizabeth Aldrich about the process: https://vimeo.com/51998012

Your personal opinion about the current cultural-political situation in the USA?

One of the highest compliments one of my students ever paid me was that he said he didn’t know if I was a Democrat or a Republican when I taught. I have a deep belief that all opinions, if backed by evidence, must be expressed in the classroom and given respect. I deeply value this. I would have it no other way. If I show my hand, I am afraid that I might encourage a following rather than inspiring. My daughter, Nancy Geduld, wrote on this subject; I could not be more proud: https://bowdoinorient.com/2017/05/05/fearfulness-not-fearlessness-fostering-discourse-at-bowdoin/. This being said, I think my courses and approach certainly tilts the balance in recent months. At the European Institute through our Cultural Initiative, I have been given the ability to develop new courses. This fall I am teaching “Women as Cold War Weapons,” which explores how women used and were used as political agents during the Cold War. I am fascinated by the rise of the right among women, as well as the way in which Republican women were freedom fighters as moderates. I believe deeply in the idea that “presidential” behavior is based on over 200 years of tradition, and not merely justified by the actions of someone who was elected. The idea that “I am president and therefore it is presidential” is not dignified and maligns the ethical and moral power of the United States. I believe that there are standards that should be followed by every person – the desire to tell the truth, respect facts, be gracious, humble, and generous. When Clinton shook his finger at the camera, my eldest daughter was five. She is deeply moral, and now teaches in a Charter School. But I knew then and there that there would be social sexual trouble for her peers by the time she was thirteen. Indeed, mores changed. I have the same fear now. I’m worried about the next generation. Yet oddly I find myself more patriotic than I have been because I feel a compulsion to protect democracy and its freedoms, however corrupted the idea of American freedoms became in the Cold War and after as a part of “crusades” and other propaganda campaigns. Through the programming at the European Institute on cultural diplomacy, I have met men and women of the highest ethical caliber who work in various branches of government typically associated with “hard power.” Graham always believed that freedom of expression could only be achieved through strict discipline. Many serve our nation with this standard as a given. It seems to be an oxymoron at first, but I agree completely. Thus my hope is to make better historians to protect the power of democracy. I am dogged about footnotes – my students have to present the evidence correctly before they are allowed to discuss issues. It is our only hope. I run a research project that takes students to archives internationally to develop new scholarship. Here we are presenting papers and my talk about this subject: http://europe.columbia.edu/events/8th-annual-cold-war-history-research-center-international-student-conference-corvinus-university-budapest/.

In the future you will spend more time in Europe. Is Europe your second home? What do you appreciate here?

If all goes well, I will be teaching in Budapest next year. In addition, I will apply to various institutes to write my book about Eleanor Dulles in Berlin in the future. Although I was trained in U.S. history, I don’t think it was an accident that I was hired by the European Institute at Columbia. Europe is a fascinating place with a history that I am constantly learning and re-learning. It also enriches my understanding of the United States. I no longer believe that one can understand one without the other.

How important is Germany and its function in Europe?

Germany was and is a lynchpin to understanding Europe culturally, economically, geographically.

Personally, what stimulates you, what hampers you in life?

I am always interested in stories and life’s dramas. This is what draws me to history and particularly conducting oral histories. I love a challenge. There is nothing better than someone saying, “No.” It inspires me to crack through the barrier. Yet I can get caught up in the details – the trees versus the forest. I remember when I was researching Graham’s visit to Yugoslavia in 1962 and I found an invitation from George Kennan, the “Father of Containment” and the ambassador at the time. He was deeply involved in psychological warfare in the Cold War, and there he was inviting Graham for drinks and dinner! I knew that Kennan kept copious diaries, including dream diaries, and that he would have written about the meeting. So I took a train to Princeton to visit his archives. There I was, the date of the meeting in hand, his leather diary in hand, flipping through the pages. Bingo. He had the flu. He never met her. And I realized at that point that I had to move along and just write the dissertation. I am having the same trouble with the book. It is hard to let go.

What do you expect from life? What is your mission?

I only hope to inspire the next generation. I can only do so much. I hope that someone reads my work and is inspired to challenge my ideas or take a piece and expand upon it. The same goes for my personal life. I hope to be a better model for my daughters, and for their children, and for my husband’s children and grandchildren. My youngest daughter is working on the business side of high fashion through internet innovations; so, as for the gowns, I hope that others can enjoy them as much as I have physically and virtually, as wearable art in motion.